Hey everyone!
So Im in Ethical Reasoning which means that its my weekly time slot to blog :) worst class ever lol
This week has been good! I think the heavy crazy part of my semester is pretty much over, which is actually weird for me, because I keep going to the library and sitting there realizing I really dont need to be there. So, thats interesting... I can actually do things on the weekends now which is also fun. This weekend was great, I pretty much did nothing all weekend. All day Friday and Saturday I hung out with some friends (Bob and Ryan) and then on Friday night a bunch of us got together and watched Lord of the Rings! it was excellent! I had never seen them before so I really enjoyed it. On Saturday night we all went to a hockey game in Van , it was good - I realized I think hockey is a really boring sport lol but its a nice social event ;) Then on Sunday night Erin, Hannah and I went to The Civil Wars concert, it was INCREDIBLE! I have never heard anything so beautiful, I was actually awestruck... it was fabulous, those people are so talented. Then after the Concert we walked around down town for a bit which is always interesting at night. Van has some interesting people. Also on Sunday morning Erin and I got to meet Barb for breakfast, it was so good to see her, she is such a darling. So ya , the weekend was really good! I got lots of rest, am not behind in my homework, and did some fun things! Im feeling good.
Slowly Im becoming more motivated again... I really lost my motivation for a while there but I can feel it coming back. All last week I just wanted to go running - so I went for a whole bunch of really long runs which felt great because this year I haven't been working out at all which makes me feel sick :( So it was good to start working out again. I am going to be earlier and already I notice it , its a chain reaction- when I go to bed on time, I get up on time, have time to work out, eat healthier, manage my time better which means more time for devotions, which means a girl who is MUCH happier than she was 2 weeks ago. Its been much better :)
So there is only a month left in this semester... its weird and sad and bittersweet. I am excited to go home for christmas and see my family and I am excited for a break from school but it actually makes me so sad that time is going by so quickly. I only have a semester and a month at CBC left :( sad day. Its also a little anxiety evoking because I really want to do nursing next year but I just feel like I have no motivation for school especially real, hard, school like nursing. I am worried I might fail - I also have to do so much upgrading for Nursing... I know I could be smart enough to do it if I motivated myself but part of me just doesn't think I have it in me, so perhaps I am not quite smart enough ;) Either way , I emailed UFV yesterday to find out what my options are. I don't know where I would want to take nursing maybe here... maybe even at home in Lethbridge... I don't know lol WORST!
Lately I have also been thinking about just doing something like YWAM or something- just go off and do something different for a year or so... but I am also already 20 so I feel like I need really get started on my career. HA so much to think about.
Anyways - the gist of it all is that things are good on this end. There is lots of stuff I am still working through but I feel the Lord standing right beside me and I am trying my hardest to trust him in every aspect of my life. God is so faithful and I am so blessed to be here at CBC with the freedom to be taking these courses.
I hope all of you are doing well also ! I love hearing from you so facebook me or phone me!! God Bless!
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