Well, today is the day, its November 8th. Bill died two years ago today. Someone challenged me yesterday to really celebrate Bill's life today so thats what I have been doing. This morning I woke up early, had a delicious cup of hazelnut bean coffee, donned my camp shirt with the moose butt on the back and have been trying to celebrate everything Bill said all day long. Thinking about him so much makes me miss him more but I like remembering.
I just cant believe two years have already gone by, this made me think of all the things that have happened in the last two years! huge things in my life! I moved to a different province, am in my second year of college, 2 of my sisters got married! there is just so much! Its crazy to me... time really doesn't stop for anyone, thats scary, feel like its going to fast. Today I realized that I only have about 5 months left at CBC :( worst! I cant believe how quick its going! Its scary too cause this means that I should have some sort of plan on what I will be doing next year.But I dont. WORST! lol I need to start looking at schools for nursing and finding out if i need to upgrade or not! so much to do! so little time!
On a lighter note :) this weekend is the first weekend I have off in SO long! so I am trying to get some friends together to go to Van or Seattle or something fun like that! I hope it works out
This week was definitely better for me. I tried to get to bed earlier and managed to once or twice which actually made a difference :) I also have really been making more time for my devotions and God is so faithful in meeting me where I am at. I wrote a paper on Jonah this week and even though it was a little bit stressful it was a wake up call for me. I realized I am much like Jonah in a way that I have been shaking my fist at God and telling him what I think should be done and expecting him to listen to me, and that is just ridiculous! I do not know better than God and while I was writing Jonah I just saw so clearly how patient God was being with me, letting me , like we would let a small child, have a tantrum while at the same time, never letting me go, and never stopping pouring out his abundant grace and love on me. What an incredible God we serve! So though I am not back on the top rung yet I feel like I am finally on my way back up the hill.
I am starting to really miss my family! I cant wait to go home for christmas and see them all along with all my amazing friends! today I got mail from Syb and it just made me realized how blessed I am to have such great people in my life. I miss the kidlets. Chloe, Maddy, Kam , Noah and little Zeke who I feel like I hardly even know! I cant wait to hug and kiss them!
anyways I should really be listening to my prof, Ill catch ya on the flip side ;)
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